" I light a cigar and think, 'The Lord only knows what He meant by me'"

"One ought to be a mystery, not only to others, but also to one's self. I study myself; when I am weary of this, then for a pastime I light a cigar and think, 'The Lord only knows what He meant by me, or what He would make out of me.'" -Kierkegaard, p. 52 of  >>